I'm learning to shift focus in ways that align with where I want to be in my life. I became a coach because I wanted to help people who were like me- struggling to find a home in their bodies. Not sure how they'll get out of bed. Constantly getting a new protocol because maybe this new blend of 20+ supplements will help more than the past blend. It got tiring. It was hard to manage. I wouldn't have been able to do it without my mom and my partner there to organize it all for me. It's just TOO much information all at once, and it was when I was in a space of feeling so sick I couldn't think about anything at all let alone what I needed to take at what time and what have I already taken today again? It was exhausting. My love for tarot grew as I was able to practice from bed, and with that my connection to the spirit realm. I like to say I'm "in maintenance" now instead of "chronically ill". It took a long long long time for me to realize that yes, I was sick, but now I am healed and have to get out of the mindset of being sick. I am capable and happy and healthy and it became clear it was my job to feel those things for myself. I now have energy, and the energy to help others manage and organize all of this wealth of information that we're given from practitioners. It fuels my soul. Soul on fire. My coaching has transformed into coaching, care coordination, healthy food swaps, and personalized recipe booklets. I've now been practicing tarot 8 years for myself and 6 for other people, and it lights my soul up every time. I've found my creativity again through permanent jewelry and social media management, and I have more holistic health and bodywork certifications in the works to continue to forge my way. Things are transforming for me, and I can't wait to share how with you all. I'm excited to be excited again- let's get you excited again too ❤️‍🔥 my books are open. Thank you for hearing my story, and I can't wait to hear yours!